Monday, 28 October 2024

Chipped mugs

 The chipped mugs clinked a discordant note as Sarah set them down on the coffee table. Rohan, engrossed in his phone, barely looked up. 

A thin veil of silence yawned between them, a stark contrast to their usual morning repartee.


"Remember that trip to Italy?" Sarah started, her voice hesitant. A flicker of a smile crossed Rohan's face, a memory sparking in his eyes. But it faded quickly, replaced by a shrug, "Yeah, good times."


The silence stretched, heavy and uncomfortable. It used to be filled with easy laughter, inside jokes, a comfortable understanding. Now, every word felt weighed down by a sense of fragility, like they were walking on eggshells.


Arguments, once rare, had become a regular occurrence. Fair or unfair, things were left unsaid, festering into misunderstandings. Maybe it was the pressure of work, or maybe they just weren't the people they used to be. 


Sarah sighed. Their relationship, once a sturdy oak, felt more like a wilting flower, its petals paper-thin and easily torn. Was it the unspoken resentments, the priorities that had shifted, or simply the tide of time pulling them in different directions?


They sat in silence for a while, the weight of unspoken words hanging heavy between them. A flimsy silence stretched between the two, heavy with unspoken questions as she looked at him . The man she once knew so well, now seemed as a kind of polite acquaintance. 

A part of her longed to reach out to bridge the gap, while a series of doubts clouded her mind: Was there a way back from this precipice? Was there anything left to rebuild, or was this the end of a love story? Could they mend the cracks, rebuild the foundation stronger, or was this the beginning of a heartbreaking goodbye?


The answer, like the future, remained shrouded in uncertainty while the chipped mugs sat on the table, a silent testament to their fractured connection.

Sunday, 20 October 2024

Two Worlds

The aroma of filter kaapi hung heavy in the air as Kannan and Radha sat under the sprawling shade of a neem tree. Their eyes, the color of a monsoon sky after a downpour, held a story etched in years of shared laughter and whispered secrets like a melody as familiar to Radha as her heartbeat. 

"Radha," Kannan began, his voice laced with a nervousness that surprised even him. "We've known each other since we were children, building sandcastles by the river and chasing fireflies at dusk."

Radha smiled, a familiar warmth blooming in her chest. "We have, haven't we? Amma always said we were practically born for each other."
“Amma and Appa..." Kannan trailed off, his gaze drawn to the splash of vibrant colors in the distance. 

Devi, a vision in flowing silks, the color of the seas, stood by the village well etching the bustling scene with her twinkling eyes. Her innocent laughter, like the tinkling of temple bells, drew him in. Her eyes held the vastness of the sky, reflecting a world beyond the familiar valleys. Her fingers charmingly danced around the pen, capturing not just the scene, but the very soul of the village.

With her tales of faraway lands and luminescent eyes that mirrored the Arabian Sea, Devi had, of late, become a constant presence in his life. Her laughter echoed in the valleys he traversed, her dreams resonated with a yearning he couldn't quite define.

She's captivating, isn't she?" Radha's voice was soft, laced with a hint of melancholy. Kannan felt a pang of guilt as he played deaf to the question.

Days turned into weeks, filled with stolen glances exchanged in the dappled sunlight filtering through the mango trees and shy smiles hidden behind the vibrant hues on her ream of paper. Her tales woven with dreams as vibrant as her beauty and creativity, Devi stirred a deep yearning in Kannan's heart, a craving for something beyond the familiar comfort.

One evening, as the fruit-flies buzzed in a celestial dance, Kannan found himself by the riverbank watching Radha splashing her feet gracefully. The gentle murmur of the water mirrored the turmoil within him. The last streaks of sunlight streamed through the swaying branches, painting abstract golden patterns on the worn rocks where they used to play as children. 

"Radha," Kannan's voice broke the silence, heavy with unspoken emotions. He sat beside her on the thin mat of moss, his fingers brushing against hers, "We need to talk." 

"Is it true?" Radha's voice was barely a whisper. She knew. Today, the sunlight seemed to mock her, reflecting a hollowness in her chest. 

Kannan took a deep breath, the words catching in his throat. "Devi... she makes me see the world in a different light. Her dreams, her passion... they ignite a fire in me." He confessed the growing attraction, the yearning for the fascinating companionship, prosperity and adventure that Devi had awakened within him.

"Radha, my love for you is undying, strong and steady. But Devi... she's like a wild orchid, blooming with a beauty I can't ignore." He cupped her face in his hands, his touch both familiar and now foreign to her at the same time. 

Tears welled up in Radha's eyes, blurring her vision. The pain of rejection was evident. Yet, there was a quiet understanding in her stare.

Kannan’s gaze held a flicker of pain as he continued ,"You are a part of me, like the rhythm of the breeze in the wild. But my heart... it pleads for something more, something Devi seems to offer."

He reached out his hand hovering over hers, but Radha gently pulled away. 

"Go," she said, her voice barely a whisper. 
The sacrifice was evident in her unshed tear, the trembling lips, the unspoken words lingering in the air. 
She spoke, her voice cracking, "Chase your dreams, but remember, a part of you will always belong here, amidst the scent of wilderness and the watchful gaze of the Sahyadri, just as a part of me will always hold you in my heart." 

With a choked sob, Kannan pulled her into a tight embrace. It was a goodbye, a farewell to the life they could have had.

As dawn painted the sky, Kannan left with Devi, their silhouettes disappearing into the mist-shrouded mountains, carrying Radha’s love with him, a reminder that even the most beautiful love stories leave behind a lingering bittersweet fragrance, a testament to the choices made and the paths chosen. 

Elsewhere, sometimes, under the starlit sky, Radha would see a shooting star streak across the canvas of darkness with a silent wish whispered in the wind, for a love that bloomed and withered, for Kannan to find happiness, even if it wasn't with her. 

Saturday, 19 October 2024

Myst

 In moonlit gardens of forgotten lore,

Where ancient gods and goddesses roam once more,

Luna weaves her mystic, silvery spell,

A thread of secrets, hidden well.


With every phase, a myth unfolds,

Of Radha's love for Krishna's hold,

Or wayfarer's hunt, beneath the night,

Seeking transformation's delight.


In mystic groves, the celestials sway,

Honoring the cycles of life's way,

From new to full, the moon's wise might,

Guides seekers through the darkest night.


As moonbeams dance upon the sea,

The mermaids' song echoes, wild and free,

A call to journey to the unknown,

Where Luna's mysteries await, unsewn.